Who am I? I am many things but first and foremost, I am the wife of Keith and the mother of two little boys, Harley and Levi. I am also a WAHM, an avid reader, experimental cook, self-confessed geek, couch potato, Facebook addict, digital scrapbooker and of course, a blogger.

(6w 6d) Trying not to worry

Monday 28 April 2008

We've had quite a scare over the last few days. Last Wednesday I had a scan and the doctor said everything looked fine but it was possibly too early to detect a heartbeat. That was 6w2d. If I go by MY dates (knowing I ovulated late), I was actually 5w6d so well and truly too early. Since then, I've had more bleeding but nothing heavy and no cramping or back aches so I'm THINKING everything is fine but we have another doctors appointment this afternoon to confirm. I'm not sure if it's still too early for a heartbeat but if they give me another referral for a scan, I'll take it! Anything to help put my mind at ease.

I have thought a bit about if we were to lose this baby and I think I'd be OK with it. Well, to an extent anyway. If it were to happen, it simply wasn't meant to be and we'll try again when we can. I know it's horrible to even think like that but when you're in my position at the moment, it's hard not to.

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