Who am I? I am many things but first and foremost, I am the wife of Keith and the mother of two little boys, Harley and Levi. I am also a WAHM, an avid reader, experimental cook, self-confessed geek, couch potato, Facebook addict, digital scrapbooker and of course, a blogger.

Taking a small break

Friday 2 May 2008

Had the second scan today and the baby is there and has a heartbeat of 111bpm BUT is only measuring 5w 5d, not 7w 3d as per my LMP - that's a massive 12 DAYS difference. I don't see how that's possible. 3, 4 even 5 days maybe but not 12. I also got the results back from my second lot of bloods and it was only 1606 so it hasn't even doubled from the last test taken 3 days prior which was 1534. I'm not sure what to think. My heart is telling me I have a healthy but small baby inside but my brain is telling me to be realistic and that none of this adds up and can only be leading to the worst. I'm still bleeding and it seems to be changing colour and
consistency but still no serious cramping or back aches.

I really don't know what to think/do so I've decided I'm going to have a bit of a break from the internet. I can't deal with the added stress of everything I read and the one way to stop myself from reading it is to stop LOOKING IT UP! So, I'll take all the sticky vibes everyone can muster up and hopefully I can come back in a few weeks time with great news.

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